BULLYING

I could not stop crying when I watched this video.

It makes me FURIOUS to know that these kids are getting bullied everyday.

I'm really emotional just writing this and thinking about it.

Everyone knows about bullying, but they just ignore it and sweep it under the rug.

And because people choose to do that, innocent people have to deal with all the things that he's ^ dealing with and SO much more.

He's in 8TH GRADE. 

He started getting bullied in 1ST GRADE.

The people who see/know about others getting bullied and just lets it continue make me sick.
 My heart completely breaks for him and everyone else who gets bullied.

Bullying has to stop!

CONFIDENCE

BE CONFIDENT. 

Too many days are wasted comparing ourselves to others and wishing to be someone we aren't. Everybody has their own strengths and weaknesses, and it is only when you accept everything you are - and aren't - that you will truly succeed.

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 I love this quote. Every time I read it, it makes me feel stronger. 

OOPS

hahahahahahahaha I just love this so much ♥

MAKEOVER

I've decided that since I'm on this big ole weight loss journey,

(and I am SO motivated, let me just tell you!!!)

that when I reach my weight goal....

DRUM ROLL PLEASSSEEEEE....

I'm getting a freaking makeover.

Now that I'm happy with the way I look now.

But, I want to dye my hair a completely different color, and since I won't be able to fit my clothes anymore you know what that meansss....

A WHOLE NEW CLOSET :D

GOSHHHHHHHHHHH.

I just can't wait to get there!!!!

I'm gonna be blowing people awayyyyy.

:D

MOTHERHOOD

The thought of one day being a mother to my own children makes my heart be filled pure love and joy.

Today I read a story on a blog of a girl I follow (you can read that story here. Literally one of the most beautiful birth stories I've ever read!!) and it got me thinking about my future and my strong longing to be a mother and wife one day.

I want to experience that love you feel for that little human being who you've been waiting to meet for 9 months.

I can picture it all in my head, me in the hospital with my husband at my side the whole time getting me through every part of it.
Getting to old your little baby for the first time, giving him/her (hopefully a HIM) a bath, feeding him/her....

I want that with every part of me.

I've been around kids and changing diapers since I was 7 and there hasn't been a time where I didn't love it.

I mean, obviously there were times when I needed a break, but I would quickly miss all those giggles and smiles and want to go back.

I remember when I met my little brother, I was SO in love with him.

 I remember my mom bringing him home and I was ooooing and ahhhinh over him.

 (for those who don't know, my little brother is adopted. He came to us when he was 3 months old)

Now he's 6 and I still love him so much, actually even more.

 I always wanted a little brother when I was little and I got one.

Couldn't be anymore thankful for that little man!

My mom has a at-home daycare and she has a little guy named Jeremiah.

I can't even begin to explain how much I love him.

My heart is overjoyed and filled with love every time I look at him.

SERIOUSLY! How can you not die inside with that wittle faaaace??? :)

I think I was just born with the motherly nature.

I've always wanted to be a mom.

And I honestly can't wait for that day!

But, just to put this out there, I have NO IDEA how those women do that stuff NATURALLY?!?!?!

It is truly mind boggling.

 HMU with that epidural, just sayin'.

Temporarily Upset.

This needs to be blown up on my bedroom wall.

I've said some stuff on the internet that I am not proud of and wish I could take back.

But I've seriously suffered the consequences and will NEVER be do it again.

You can count on it.

Easy to fall, easy to break.

^^^^^^^ this is so me.

I can't even begin to tell you how many times I've fallen head over heels for a guy (always way to quickly and most of the time I don't even know them that well... haha! I'm a teenager, what can I say?!) and then BOOM, broken.

"I'm a lightweight. Easy to fall, easy to break."

These lyrics are from Lightweight by Demi Lovato.

I loooooooooooove that song!
Her new CD Unbroken is the shizz.
Seriously, she came back with a big ole bang.

GO LISTEN TO IT.

NOW.