MOTHERHOOD

The thought of one day being a mother to my own children makes my heart be filled pure love and joy.

Today I read a story on a blog of a girl I follow (you can read that story here. Literally one of the most beautiful birth stories I've ever read!!) and it got me thinking about my future and my strong longing to be a mother and wife one day.

I want to experience that love you feel for that little human being who you've been waiting to meet for 9 months.

I can picture it all in my head, me in the hospital with my husband at my side the whole time getting me through every part of it.
Getting to old your little baby for the first time, giving him/her (hopefully a HIM) a bath, feeding him/her....

I want that with every part of me.

I've been around kids and changing diapers since I was 7 and there hasn't been a time where I didn't love it.

I mean, obviously there were times when I needed a break, but I would quickly miss all those giggles and smiles and want to go back.

I remember when I met my little brother, I was SO in love with him.

 I remember my mom bringing him home and I was ooooing and ahhhinh over him.

 (for those who don't know, my little brother is adopted. He came to us when he was 3 months old)

Now he's 6 and I still love him so much, actually even more.

 I always wanted a little brother when I was little and I got one.

Couldn't be anymore thankful for that little man!

My mom has a at-home daycare and she has a little guy named Jeremiah.

I can't even begin to explain how much I love him.

My heart is overjoyed and filled with love every time I look at him.

SERIOUSLY! How can you not die inside with that wittle faaaace??? :)

I think I was just born with the motherly nature.

I've always wanted to be a mom.

And I honestly can't wait for that day!

But, just to put this out there, I have NO IDEA how those women do that stuff NATURALLY?!?!?!

It is truly mind boggling.

 HMU with that epidural, just sayin'.