[FRIENDS]

(Thought I would be honest in todays post)

"A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out."

Lately I've really been thinking about the meaning of the word 'friend.' 

I'm the kind of person who will accept pretty much anyone and call them a 'friend.'

It's probably my biggest weakness. (That and I care to much)

It's so easy for me to meet someone, get along with them, hang out with them a lot, and then end up getting so hurt and heartbroken because either they changed or found other friends and forgot about me.

It's happened to me so many times that when I make another friend and they do the same thing, I get so incredibly hurt and confused...

Cause all I really want to give to that person is love and get it in return... but I always end up being the friend that gets forgotten.

I'm always the bad guy too.

They always find a way to play the victim and make me seem so horrible when I've really done nothing wrong.

I'm tired of being treated this way.

I refuse to be used and then thrown away.

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To those who hurt me,

Thank you.

Thank you for teaching me not to become so caught up in someone else.

The only person I should be caught up in is God.

Just know that I still think back to all those times when we were such good friends and I miss those times so much.

But I know that God has a plan for me, and you're obviously not part of that amazing plan.